penny for your thoughts... #ot ...

Fair-well family, friends and lovers

To want something or someone to satisfy or to fulfil an imaginal longing.

Self inflicted situation of emptiness and loss:decisions made in the spur of the moment without interrogation: can lead to problems unforeseen.

This could lead a person looking for that something or someone to full that imaginable longing - by rewarding the decisions made in the spur of a moment.

Is loneliness found first at the break of dawn  or at  the dusk of evening: can it be satisfied by the first morning bathroom duties or the same bathroom duties of the evening.

How far from an ancestor can one stand before seeing themselves ( (   ?     ) I can’t think of the word. I want to write)).

Why does one sibling have blue eyes - one with green - one with a firm chin  - one with big ears - one with a smile - one with a frown - one who sees only peace and understanding  - one that (( ? ) another word I can’t bring to mind)) one that must win every argument.

The third sibling of three: was he dropped on his head - were all  the brains used up on the first - did the second - get secondhand - left over brains: leaving nothing for the third.

Can the father see before the third son - grew from baby to teanager to man - can he see that he will never achieve - achieve that of the first son.

 The first son got the height - the blonde hair  - the blue eyes  - the family photo album - the keys to the car: the second son got the height - the blonde hair - the blue eyes - the keys to the beach house.

The third son got the short height of his mother - the sad eyes of his mother - the peace and the patience and the understanding of his mother:

yet no fortune - no keys.

From where the old man sits he can see the past: he can see the good and the bad - left to him from his parents: from his siblings - from his school mates - from his colleagues- from his work mates.

Nothing from his lovers  - his wife’s - his imagination only driving him to the end.

From where the old man now sits he can see the future and he can see what he has lost and he can see what he has received and what he has given away and he can see what he misses most.

But whatever he does he cannot bring it back: he cannot full the hole in his heart - stop the acting of a sad sole: only feel pain as he slowly slips into abbreviation (I think that is the correct word) 

SO: Fear-well my friends and lovers. I’ve enjoyed the time we’ve been together. 

See you soon.  

See you on the other side.

Bye …